“God works in mysterious ways when you allow Him into our lives. Earlier today I was pummeled by terrible bolts of mood-swings, those sudden moments where all one’s worst recollections congregate in an unannounced cacophony. Perhaps, it’s not something that an uninitiated could readily empathize. To prune, imagine depression in intermittent espresso shots. Just when I felt that it was going to be another dingy day, God squeezed a beaming smile from within me. I was dragging my disparaged spirit back towards office after lunch when I noticed a pram’d Caucasian boy of three thereabouts setting his eyes intently on me. The instant I drew up alongside him, he let out the cutest chuckle ever while waving his bitty hands up at me! His eyes lit up, resembling sparkles on a new year’s eve night. It was like he knew me. It was like God smiling at me through this little darling, reassuring me that He’s got me and everything is alright. I smiled wholeheartedly.” ~ Esmond Ng 11/01/12

“Sometimes, it’s one’s denial that keeps one alive.”
~ © Esmond Ng 08/01/12

“Whatever you think is, is. Whatever you think isn’t, isn’t. So what think you?” ~ © Esmond Ng 07/01/12

“Missing you like Crazy is an Understatement”
~ © Esmond Ng 06/01/12

“You can’t change things; you make the next happen.”
~ © Esmond Ng 27/12/11

“But a couple’s kiss destines their future.” ~ © Esmond Ng 27/12/11

“In-between those hustles in Life, I sometimes afford a snap of idle rumination, where things around me would slow, gradually, to a crawl, and just before anchoring to that irreversible still, I see. I see clearly what has passed, as if it were flashing in front of the now moored inactivity. Not I one who perfect-bethinks of my battered past, but more of an inability to remove myself from my aggrieved. When only in such allayed mood would I lose control and regret that breather of initially. What have I done or did not possibly? That time actually kills me, ironically, muffled from its chase, however impossible by this inasmuch logic. It is in such that while quietly wasting away, I think of you. That my disconnecting moments, they belong to you. And I realize, not least bewildered, that it is all I do these days. Then I wait. I wait for time to flinch again.” ~ © Esmond Ng 22/12/11

“The path of least resistance – Are the living all guilty of it? Why then, do I always thread the insurmountable?” ~ © Esmond Ng 17/12/11

“‎On afterthoughts, I’d amongst them leave you so all will see that even they, pale in comparison to thee.” ~ © Esmond Ng 14/12/11

“‎I would I were the cheek upon thy hand, the man within thy eyes and the kisses upon thy lips.” ~ © Esmond Ng 05/12/11

“‎It’s much easier to find something when the lights are on.”
~ © Esmond Ng 04/12/11

“I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12

“Inherently, I believe everyone is capable of being truly happy. We probably just need to accept Life’s little bumps to appreciate the bigger hills we are climbing.” ~ © Esmond Ng 21/11/11

“‎Yellow be Red and Red be Yellow, depending. Perhaps then, both be Green.” ~ © Esmond Ng 11/11/11

“I’m just constantly looking forward to the next thing that would occupy my mind. What do I do in the seconds in between?”
~ © Esmond Ng 03/11/11

“Lean not on my own understanding? In foremost, what do I even understand?” ~ © Esmond Ng 03/11/11

“I would really like a glimpse of tomorrow, so I’d know exactly what to do today.” ~ © Esmond Ng 01/11/11

“Nothing fixes a problem like the problem itself.”
~ © Esmond Ng 23/10/11

“‎It’s funny when someone tries too hard to live up to expectations; they end up sounding reverse-engineered and all so fake.”
~ © Esmond Ng 23/10/11

“Yes, you can fit a circle into a square. But never a square into a circle; sooner or later, the edges are bound to pop.”
~ © Esmond Ng 23/10/11

“‎Where do waves originate? A long way it seems they come, at my feet to sigh just so they are washed away the next.”
~ © Esmond Ng 21/10/11